The Eve.

good shit people it's xmas eve! i decided that since im spending this one alone (excluding kicking it with michael and justin earlier hehe) that i'd do a reflection on this past year and yeah.

Reflection; my top 5 observations:
1. worst year for celebrities. they are dropping like flies. from mj to that white chick from 8 mile.
2. the coldest winter ever. in sf, the kind of end of nov to mid dec was cold as hell. it even hailed.
3. the hardest scgool year ever. i know senior year is supposed to be easy, but not for me lol.
4. recurring family problems. this is the only year where a bunch of olf family problems came back to haunt me and when new ones came to fuck up my day. so much shit went on ughhh. rip grandpa.
5. govt fuck ups. not really anything new. just bigger people doing dumber things.

so overall i enjoyed the year but these 5 observations and some other shit really brought this year down. i dont know what the future holds, but i hope we can make 2010 better than 2009.

'Tis the Season...

Holy shit i am so juiced for the holidays!!! last night i went to the CUPC xmas party. food was poppin as fuck, saw people i havent seen in years, and got a gameboy for white elephant! it was greaaaat! anyway today i went to the doctor and apparently i'm in good health! yeahhhh, anyways tomorrow gonna go do some last minute shopping with a couple homies and then i'll be all set! can anyone believe i'm working on xmas day? i'm like the only one i know lol. anywayssss, everyone party safe and shittt. i still have to read pride and prejudice and do a bunch of other tedious homeworks. i regret AP lol.

anywayyy peace people.

The Holiday Spirit...

So guys... i havent posted in like a week hah. i caught a flu this past week and i was pretty pre-occupied with making up school work and stuff. anyways... xmas is 6 days away!!! shit is going by really fast its kind of scary.. anywayyyyys... i dunno not much to talk about. ive been reading hella manga to pass the time lol.
my throat hurts hella bad right now. leftover from the flu? i dont know lol.
right now im watching devil may cry. yeah, im watching DEVIL MAY CRY not playing it. apparently there's an anime lol.
anyway ima keep at that. ill update with something more interesting soon.
peace.

Thoughts and Randomness

guess what everyone! christmas and stuff is coming up!!! that means ima be about $500 short by next year hah. school is really getting stressful.. finals and tests and projects are coming up so friggin quick like damn. ima have to pull another miracle outta my ass like usual then.. ahhhh.
another thing is that i havent even been able to take pics or do anything cus of the rain. walking to the gym's even a pain the ass now.. its weird cus i used to love the rain as a kid.
anyways... still thinking about what to get a certain someone for christmas, she's been really nice to me so i wanna get something special, ya know? i was thinking a necklace but i dont know yet...
faku mai raifu...
anyways until next time people!

僕が見つけた答えは一つこわくたって、きずついたって、好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ。。。

千の夜をこえて (sen no yoru wo koete) by Aqua Timez is a definite must listen to for J-Pop fans. i totally relate to that ish right now. anyways... my computer is finally fixed and junk, but i'm still trippin over little stuff. idk it really helps to just type stuff out hah. have you ever wondered if you did something different, would it be better?

im in one of those spots, not really regret but a feeling that i could've done better...

anyway xmas is right around the corner!!!!!! so is 2010! graduation is only like 6 months away!

i'm not really getting the whole concept of blogging. like am i doing this right lol?

oh wellll.

I hate viruses

just got one apparently on my netbook. now i have to have someone fix it ahhhhh!

i still feel pretty bad, adding insult to injury, right?

so not a lot of pics or anything today cus i have comp problems.

i hope things can improve. im getting fed up with stuff.

peace people.

thought this looked kinda unique-ish.

from the garden. idk i was bored.

Some Things are Better Left Unsaid...

i messed up big time. i feel exactly how this guy in this painting feels.

i just want things to go my way, even for a day only... will add more pics and stuff later.

peace everyone

I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know, everything that shines ain't always gonna be gold...

today was alright... just school/work. had a pretty fun lunch though lol.

i'm in a mood for another poem thingy today.

"As the world turns my name spreads like an infection, this is my objection my overall interjection, release my message like a lyrical injection, I know imperfection is written in my expression, but my complexion is heavily lined like a crossing intersection.

I adapt and evolve to any situation, I can persuade the masses without an explanation, like Malcolm X, I will do it by any means necessary, my words flow smooth and widen like an estuary, I can see the souls through the people on the streets, I can blow them away like canons on the white fleets.

I’m the messenger from the heavens and an agent from Hell I live in the fires where Lucifer fell. I sin like Osama bin, laden with the bombing, I tell it how it is, but it seems like sense aint too common, I heard me say if you can’t be used then yo ass is useless, don’t cover the ignorance up, forget all the excuses.

Let’s all go to forever, the place of infinite love, the place higher than the lands above, strip the leaders from their power, it’s time for the budding of prettier flowers, but what will happen when the skies fall and the world spins out of control, yeah, we’re gonna be left in a deep ass hole, everyone paranoid pointing the finger at their brothers, turning their backs on their own mothers,

This is some real world shit coming from a real world mind; tell tale soul healing the blind, flashing lights from their cameras causing damn seizures, all they want is money for the leisure, things in life price tagged as a luxury, material is end all beat all that’s a fallacy..."

i dont know how to finish this one.... i cant really describe the mood i'm in...

i'm kinda connecting with this flower pic i took though... it's really plain and shit but idk i kinda like it like that...