Music

EDIT

VIDEOS NOT WORKING. WILL FIX AND RE UP LATER. MY BAD.

Addiction

I officially have another one. Coffee. I blame my mother, thanks mom lol. anyway its been awhile but its the same shit just different day.

i'm trippin about SFSU. just logged on to see my status and apparently i have a 0.00 GPA as of now. i dunno how, maybe cus i haven't sent a transcript? but i filled in a GPA on the app so it should say SOMETHING. oh well, it'll all work out i guess. Sold Modern Warfare 2, too. i beat the campaign a few times and all and i cant go online so i just decided to get rid of it. bought SF4 instead. sooo sick, just like SS2 on the Genesis but better hah.

i guess my cousin from Japan is coming on March 8th. i talked to the dude once but i have no idea how he's gonna deal with a lot of the fam stuff (grandma esp) so ganbare to him.

Chinese New Year sucked this year. I got like no money. My friends got like $300 and up. I got around a tenth of that amount lol. fuckkk.

well enough of me bitching. i'll post something more productive soon. PROMISE.

Update?

yeah not really ahah. nothing really new has happened but i feel compelled to update this. anyway last couple days has been chill, yesterday kicked it at homies house for a couple hours, bout to go to Napa tomorrow afternoon for the weekend etc etc.
just the normal stuff ya know? so hows everyone been doing as of late?
i still cant find my report card. probably hafta ask my counsler for another. for all you bleach fans out there, make sure to check out the latest chapter. alot of people said it was disappointing but i thought it had a nice twist. definitely made me wanna look forward to more. onemanga.com people.
ehhh so idk right now im at work. chillin. ive been looking at the random stuff online for the past 1/2 hour. not much work right lol?
soo yeah i guess this post was more for me than for everyone else to view lol.
keep doing your thing people!

Another Song Idea.

i got this saved and dated already. copiers beware. i got proof my shit is the original.


let it be known. this aint a bittersweet dream, it's a beautiful nightmare,
testify to your soul and let it shine like light's glare,
all the street dreams fade so light it up like a traffic flare,
hearts are giving out, get em jumpin with the music blare,


B-A-Y, i rep the bay nation, hear this bump on every damn station,
no more lines since i crossed every bound-ah-ry,
music that broke every chain, now all the slaves are free,
from sweatshops to saunas, changing colors like iguanas,
i'm high off life, fuck your marijuana,
i don't wanna run this town, when i can rule civilizations,
open up your minds, that's my new proclamation,
let all the bullshit be the forgotten situation,


drizzy say "i get high to balance out the lows,"
well we fly in the sky to strike down all our foes,
just dig a hole, maybe you'll wind up in china,
before you get kicked out; like pop, out of a vagina,
rap minus lies equals pure, clean hip hop,
hit the repeat so this joint'll never stop,


we in a country where dreams aint nothin without cash,
we in a country where a girl aint nothin without ass,
i'm not a jerk or trying to be mean, its just that the truth is plainer than it seems,
so why buy nike when you get free air?
why support F.E.M.A. when those fools dont care?
shots fired, pew-pew, i hit the jackpot like the lottery,
i lock my door, so when i beat you dont startle me,
my music is the lock and your speakers are the key,
so turn this up and set your mind free,


dont call it a movement, son this is a revelation,
we do what we need to, without explanation,
what we make in a week, call it a million,
put up or shut up before i wax you like a brazilian,
i dont need name brand cus my "styles-are-free,"
coming to you soon, check it on MTV,
or VH1, maybe BET, it dont matter as long as all eyes are on me,


we grow, never be put on the brink of extinction,
we mow down others like hairs on the-chin,
vulgar might come to mind but baby im not a cre-tin,
maybe you'll change your mind after our meet-in,
girl i can make it rain if you blow as hard as Katrina,
i can occupy your mind like seats in an arena,


yeah, i'm the alpha and the omega,
genesis? your shit is outdated. Sega?
well it's an all star "dream cast", catch me if you can but breh you better be-fast,
yeah, this is my new generation,
you having a wedding? let my lyrics be the decoration,
be ready, my beat'll enter your ears, double penetration.........


i ended up writing a lot more but idk if i wanna use all of it. this is it for now lol.

"Memories Consume, Like Opening the Wound...

I'm picking me apart again." -Linkin Park, Breaking the Habit. If you haven't heard this song get it ASAP. its kinda old but its still one of my favorites by LP. BURRR.

anyways.... working and shit as usual. tryna keep things straight. i didnt get my h1n1 shot for my hospital job so now i have to wear a mask when i work haha. i look ridiculous. lol.

ahhh good shit. school was so blahh today. nearly fell asleep in AP Euro Lit cus the presentations were so tedious. I have no idea why we're even doing these presentations in the first place arghh.

ehh not much to say again today. i just wanna stress one thing that i read though:

"when you're born you're crying while everyone around you is smiling. make it so when you die, you are smiling while everyone else is crying." life is way too short to be tripping on some small b/s. real talk.

thanks to someone on ISS for this shot. I like it a lot so i had to dl it.

大丈夫だよ、見上げればもう。大丈夫ほら、七色の橋。

^^ just some randoms from the album


I'm on the Pursuit of Happiness... and i know, everything that shines aint always gonna be gold. - kid cudi. that must be one of my favorite lines in music ever. cus its friggin true.
anyway im bout to do a re cap of sunday and monday. sunday i had horrible stomach pangs (from D&A food, thanks gabbie, yuri, and jordan xD) so i stayed home and did homework most of the day. not too interesting. the grammy's were on though.
am i the only one getting sick and tired of looking at lady gaga (my mom brought this up too) like cmon girl enough is enough with the costumes. then uhh lets see monday was pretty chill, it's that person's bday on friday. i wanna do something for her but after ive been such a dick about stupid stuff i dont know what im planning on doing. wing it as usual i suppose. ugh its 1 am right now and i gotta get up to chill with the guys tomorrow. everyone stay safe and refer to the kid cudi quote!