Life. ^
sooo everybody!!! whats good? ive been trippin on school stuff recently. like even as far as dropping pre cal (im pretty sure i can do it since the 4th year of math isnt required). like i try to study but mymind wanders off... eh fuck it. anyway, i wrote you know who a letter and i tried to break ties smoothly but i dont think its going to happen like that hah. idk i feel... i dont know how i really feel right now. its like, something that can make you overjoyed at one moment then sorrowful in the next. i really do love her though, that's all i know... but this is just me venting lol.
today i also remembered what it's like to be forgotten (my grandma has dimensia for those who don't know). i guess i gradually got used to it, but i just realized today how much it really hurts.
yeah anyhowwww, i gotta study up if im tryna keep my grades high! so peace!
