I'm Officially UnEmployed!

Well guys it's been awhile. I've been thinking of updating for awhile, but I've been really lazy haha. Anyway, like the title says I'm officially unemployed! meaning I graduated!!!!! I have a few pics my mom took laying around i can post later, but for now i'm on the macbook and i dont feel like it lol. anyhow, the normal stuff has been happening. gym, chill time, sleep, internet. Mostly sleep and internet haha. I dont really feel like i graduated though. it definitely feels surreal to me. Yeah this fails without pics, i'll post some up next time and stuff. yeahhh. peace!

If this is just a dream...

Then let me dream, I don't care.

Random pics idkkk

I've been feeling pretty weird again lately. I think it's just end of school year stress plus anticipation for summer stuff plus college nervousness etc just thrown all together. i gotta get a grip. anyhowww, nothing really new is going on. Yesterday Mom and Ed took me to Pier 39 to get food and i bought some stuff from Gap. Why is their clothes always wrinkled as hell? they don't sell irons there so what's the point? Well after that Went to Arjun's to bbq and play cards and shit with the guys +1 girl lol. not a sausage fest after all! i'm definitely gonna miss doing this kinda stuff once everyone moves for college. Easy come, easy go? No, maybe not. We graduate like next week -ish too. definitely gonna miss everyone haha. till next time everyone!

For Your Viewing Pleasure

Here's some black and whites.

Oh Snapppp

It's been awhile. so new updates! i am officially laid off lol. YouthWorks dropped me like a rock. Here's a couple pics of the cheescake and Nae though lol. Gotta go job searching soon aghhh. I had a good time so it's whatevs. What else what else... Nothing much. Just got Comcast again and my aunt got a macbook and iHome (i get to play with both lol) so everything's aight for now. It's May too! that means we graduate next month! its kind of a bummer but I cant wait for college! Well that's pretty much all there is to mention. I'm going to the Giants game tomorrow so I'll try for some pics! Stay up everyone.

The MotherF*cking Giants

They never cease to amaze me. Went to the Giants Vs Phillies game on Wed on a class field trip and was looking forward to see the Giants making that sweep. Well, we were up 4-1 and somehow ended up 5-5 i think by the 9th inning. Long story short, we lost 7-5 in the 11th inning. Geez i can't believe we still lost after how well everyone was playing. Lincecum was pitching great and Bengie and Sandoval were doing their thing. Like really now? haha.

Anyway, I think I'm in love! well not really but i'm definitely feeling this one girl and i'ma explore my options right now and see where she's at i guess. try to take this one nice and easy haha.

everything else is going steady. living paycheck to paycheck but it's all gonna work out i guess.

I don't really know how to express what I'm feeling right now. I'm going to be laid off next week which is a bummer. I'm thinking of going to StarBucks or something for a job. I dunno yet but I'ma try to work it out the best I can. I just gotta look at everything through positive views i guess, huh? I'm thinking of writing another poem. not something stupid, something deep. I'll post it whenever i get around to it. I gotta do something though ya know?

till next time guys, be safe!

Bored, no new updates really

City Hall while stuck in lightweight traffic

Dinner lol

FedEx sucks balls don't do business with them.

Favorite juice evarrrr.

Okay like I was saying nothing really new. Just prepping for a lot of AP stuff and tryna get all my college and old HS stuff paid off.

Flower stuff

So lately I started taking more pics and these are some flowers I thought deserved to be shared. I love flowers =D

桜祭りも他の事...

For everyone who can't read Japanese it says "Cherry Blossom Festival and other things"! So yeah Cherry Blossom was today. Met up with Takeo and Arjun to buy food and walk around. Saw some really nice stuff in Super7. Might have to cop once i get my own apartment or something cus it really fits "my style." I was really looking forward to some TeriBurger but the line was insanely long so that was a no go lol. i picked up a burger wallet sack thing too. no homo but i think its cute heh heh.

So as far as the other things... Probably not going to prom. I was gonna take the best but unfortunately i dont think we are best friends anymore. far from as a matter of fact. oh well, when it gets tough you just gotta stand tall and smile right? well i'm on tip toes and cheesing hard now.

Anyway, Giant's Game next week with the Physics/Pre-Cal class. pretty pumped, haven't been to a game in about a year or so. used to go all the time but ehhh. i'll post pics if i bring the Canon with me.

I mentioned writing a book, too. Still thinking about it, but i'm having trouble writing the beginning out the way i want it. plus i'm still trying to work out some middle stuff. definitely gonna take awhile to do, but oh wells.

I will update soon.

It's been more than a minute...

how's everyone been? ive been AWOL for about a month now. havent been too motivated to put anything up haha. well anyway ive been doing the same shit. school, work, chill time, family, sleep, etc. i dont think thats gonna change for awhile hehe.

so lemme see.... ahh i bought a new lens. 28-135mm f/3.5-5.6. big upgrade from my 28-80mm. anddddd let's see... last week ish i went with the homies and had pho for the 1st time. i thought it was just some viet hype but it was actually really good. FYI, Pho Garden in SF Richmond District has the Pho challenge. Must do that once I'm 18 hah.

well the grades dropped a little bit too. 2.8 unweighted/3.2 weighted. still good enough for me but i have a feeling i could try harder. most def going to SFSU though. gotta sign up for classes and stuff in April.

Oh, and lastly, i got this sick idea from a dream. Ima attempt to write a book. it's gonna be one of those sad, romance type of movies where someone is dying and there's a couple madly in love and all that other b/s. i could definitely make it work if i put some effort into it. ima try it out!!!

so i'll do my best to post more often and include something interesting other than my recent updates n stuff.

Peace people.

Music

EDIT

VIDEOS NOT WORKING. WILL FIX AND RE UP LATER. MY BAD.

Addiction

I officially have another one. Coffee. I blame my mother, thanks mom lol. anyway its been awhile but its the same shit just different day.

i'm trippin about SFSU. just logged on to see my status and apparently i have a 0.00 GPA as of now. i dunno how, maybe cus i haven't sent a transcript? but i filled in a GPA on the app so it should say SOMETHING. oh well, it'll all work out i guess. Sold Modern Warfare 2, too. i beat the campaign a few times and all and i cant go online so i just decided to get rid of it. bought SF4 instead. sooo sick, just like SS2 on the Genesis but better hah.

i guess my cousin from Japan is coming on March 8th. i talked to the dude once but i have no idea how he's gonna deal with a lot of the fam stuff (grandma esp) so ganbare to him.

Chinese New Year sucked this year. I got like no money. My friends got like $300 and up. I got around a tenth of that amount lol. fuckkk.

well enough of me bitching. i'll post something more productive soon. PROMISE.

Update?

yeah not really ahah. nothing really new has happened but i feel compelled to update this. anyway last couple days has been chill, yesterday kicked it at homies house for a couple hours, bout to go to Napa tomorrow afternoon for the weekend etc etc.
just the normal stuff ya know? so hows everyone been doing as of late?
i still cant find my report card. probably hafta ask my counsler for another. for all you bleach fans out there, make sure to check out the latest chapter. alot of people said it was disappointing but i thought it had a nice twist. definitely made me wanna look forward to more. onemanga.com people.
ehhh so idk right now im at work. chillin. ive been looking at the random stuff online for the past 1/2 hour. not much work right lol?
soo yeah i guess this post was more for me than for everyone else to view lol.
keep doing your thing people!

Another Song Idea.

i got this saved and dated already. copiers beware. i got proof my shit is the original.


let it be known. this aint a bittersweet dream, it's a beautiful nightmare,
testify to your soul and let it shine like light's glare,
all the street dreams fade so light it up like a traffic flare,
hearts are giving out, get em jumpin with the music blare,


B-A-Y, i rep the bay nation, hear this bump on every damn station,
no more lines since i crossed every bound-ah-ry,
music that broke every chain, now all the slaves are free,
from sweatshops to saunas, changing colors like iguanas,
i'm high off life, fuck your marijuana,
i don't wanna run this town, when i can rule civilizations,
open up your minds, that's my new proclamation,
let all the bullshit be the forgotten situation,


drizzy say "i get high to balance out the lows,"
well we fly in the sky to strike down all our foes,
just dig a hole, maybe you'll wind up in china,
before you get kicked out; like pop, out of a vagina,
rap minus lies equals pure, clean hip hop,
hit the repeat so this joint'll never stop,


we in a country where dreams aint nothin without cash,
we in a country where a girl aint nothin without ass,
i'm not a jerk or trying to be mean, its just that the truth is plainer than it seems,
so why buy nike when you get free air?
why support F.E.M.A. when those fools dont care?
shots fired, pew-pew, i hit the jackpot like the lottery,
i lock my door, so when i beat you dont startle me,
my music is the lock and your speakers are the key,
so turn this up and set your mind free,


dont call it a movement, son this is a revelation,
we do what we need to, without explanation,
what we make in a week, call it a million,
put up or shut up before i wax you like a brazilian,
i dont need name brand cus my "styles-are-free,"
coming to you soon, check it on MTV,
or VH1, maybe BET, it dont matter as long as all eyes are on me,


we grow, never be put on the brink of extinction,
we mow down others like hairs on the-chin,
vulgar might come to mind but baby im not a cre-tin,
maybe you'll change your mind after our meet-in,
girl i can make it rain if you blow as hard as Katrina,
i can occupy your mind like seats in an arena,


yeah, i'm the alpha and the omega,
genesis? your shit is outdated. Sega?
well it's an all star "dream cast", catch me if you can but breh you better be-fast,
yeah, this is my new generation,
you having a wedding? let my lyrics be the decoration,
be ready, my beat'll enter your ears, double penetration.........


i ended up writing a lot more but idk if i wanna use all of it. this is it for now lol.

"Memories Consume, Like Opening the Wound...

I'm picking me apart again." -Linkin Park, Breaking the Habit. If you haven't heard this song get it ASAP. its kinda old but its still one of my favorites by LP. BURRR.

anyways.... working and shit as usual. tryna keep things straight. i didnt get my h1n1 shot for my hospital job so now i have to wear a mask when i work haha. i look ridiculous. lol.

ahhh good shit. school was so blahh today. nearly fell asleep in AP Euro Lit cus the presentations were so tedious. I have no idea why we're even doing these presentations in the first place arghh.

ehh not much to say again today. i just wanna stress one thing that i read though:

"when you're born you're crying while everyone around you is smiling. make it so when you die, you are smiling while everyone else is crying." life is way too short to be tripping on some small b/s. real talk.

thanks to someone on ISS for this shot. I like it a lot so i had to dl it.

大丈夫だよ、見上げればもう。大丈夫ほら、七色の橋。

^^ just some randoms from the album


I'm on the Pursuit of Happiness... and i know, everything that shines aint always gonna be gold. - kid cudi. that must be one of my favorite lines in music ever. cus its friggin true.
anyway im bout to do a re cap of sunday and monday. sunday i had horrible stomach pangs (from D&A food, thanks gabbie, yuri, and jordan xD) so i stayed home and did homework most of the day. not too interesting. the grammy's were on though.
am i the only one getting sick and tired of looking at lady gaga (my mom brought this up too) like cmon girl enough is enough with the costumes. then uhh lets see monday was pretty chill, it's that person's bday on friday. i wanna do something for her but after ive been such a dick about stupid stuff i dont know what im planning on doing. wing it as usual i suppose. ugh its 1 am right now and i gotta get up to chill with the guys tomorrow. everyone stay safe and refer to the kid cudi quote!

A Review

okay so today while ally, mindy, and arjun are watching Teen Mom (i hate that show) i thought it would be appropriate to review possibly the worst movie of 2010. first, some background info.
so last night me and the homies decided to watch a movie. after much deliberation we decided to watch Legion. okay now i normally am pretty forgiving when it comes to bad movies but this one is a joke. I'll break it down into beginning middle and end. **Warning: possible spoilers (although i dont know why anyone would wanna watch it).

The Beginning:

okay so the beginning looks pretty promising. starts off looking pretty mysterious, even has a decent action scene. but the scene quickly moves to a couple of hicks in the middle of nowhere talking about random shit. and thats what happens in the whole beginning. people talking about shit. The only redeeming quality of the beginning is when the crazy grandma and ghetto black dude makes an appearance. that was pretty funny.

The Middle:

okay so the middle is bad. there's a lot of action but the plot development is horrible. half of the shit doesnt make a lot of sense. and the way they kill off characters is pretty bad. they suddenly just drop dead for some stupid reasons (well zombie things kill them but thats besides the point). anyway its pretty weird.

The End:

now we finally reached the end. shit is fucking confusing. people fucking die in the randomest ways. for example a girl dies in the back seat but a baby unsecured in the front comes out unscathed after a 120 MPH accident. horrible. then the ending left a possibility for a sequel, but who would watch it after the 1st movie was so bad????

maybe my reasoning isnt too good but i dont wanna get into too much detail n shit. ust save yourself the $11 or watever and rent a better movie.

stay safe kids.

My Heart Draws a Dream

For any of you who don't know, the title of my post is a L'Arc~en~Ciel song. Another JRock group to those who are interested. anyway i thought today would be a good day to update this thing.



today also happens to be my dad's bday. happy birthday dad! so school n shit is still a drag. and at work i apparently have to get a mandatory flu shot or else i cant workin the hospital anymore. thats b/s cus i never took a flu shot before so why would i need it now?!?! ahh oh well.
also got my ID redone since i lost my last one lol.
so most stuff is the same i guess, still tryna save money to go to Nihon (Japan) and stuff.
ughh anyway nothing too interesting for me to talk about. oh, i guess i could reveal the fact that i read hella manga. not just any manga but shoujo manga. the girly stuff. i dunno why but it's more interesting than the other stuff.

yoru made matenai
zettai kareshi
aishiteruze baby
ayu mayu
desire climax
elfen lied
fruits basket
full moon wo sagashite
koukou debut
ichigo 100%
kaikan phrase
kimikiss
love hina
love celeb
love monster
mahoraba
marugoto anjyu gakuen
akaku saku koe
cherry juice
to-love-ru
giri koi
adharshan no hanayome
7th period is a secret
ai hime~ai to himegoto
1/3 no kareshi
alice 19th
love strip
brilliant magic
bitter virgin
girls saurus
cat street
cross over
hana kimi
boku ni natta watashi
bloody kiss
power
koko ni iru yo!
tonari no shugoshin
suzuka
half and half
kiss/hug
beast master
ayashi no ceres
special a
ren-ai shijou shugi
shugo chara
asa mo, hiru mo, yoru mo
shinshi doumei cross
mx0
gekka no kimi
yume de aetara
ar~ forgotten summer
it's not like that darling
ane doki
badminton girl
moe kare
tomodachi
barairo my honey

yeah i read all of these in like 4 months. tell me i dont have a problem lol.

anyway i might kick it with some people tonight, dunno yet. depends on my mood/what people tryna do. peace people!

No Matter What You'll Never Take That From Me

^Avatar. watch it.


^Just bought the DVD for Yeezy's storytellers performance. sick as fuck. 14.99 hit up best buy.

hey everybody! its been a minute. anyway i thought instead of posting boring shit every few days i should just post one interesting one once in awhile! i think... haha. so the normal stuff has been happening at school. work is starting next week blah blah blah.
so this summer i'm saving to go to japan. first time ever. i'm juiced as fuckkk. its like $2500 all together or something but it'll be worth every penny. expect updates on that.
let's see... so i just saw avatar in 3D. and not the one with the bald kid with the arrow lol. friggin beautiful movie. the storyline reminded me of a Pochahantos or however you spell it with a couple twists and turns. easily one of the best movies this year.
yeah so good shit everyone. do your thing.

Finals

lol mario ^^

they suck and i hate them. i gotta do studying again aghhhh. anyways how is everybody? its been almost a week since i last posted. i bouht a new netbook and idk i have to dl a plug in to use my blog and i kept forgetting. anyways, same stuffs been going on. eat, sleep, school, work, etc. the usual repetition haha.

i gotta say i'm reading a lot more japanese manga than i should. shits rotting my brain like drugs aha. anyway not much more to talk about, except to anyone who reads this: always say thank you to important people in your life before it's too late.

cus i didnt. and i regret every word thaty was left unsaid.

Forgotten.

Life. ^

sooo everybody!!! whats good? ive been trippin on school stuff recently. like even as far as dropping pre cal (im pretty sure i can do it since the 4th year of math isnt required). like i try to study but mymind wanders off... eh fuck it. anyway, i wrote you know who a letter and i tried to break ties smoothly but i dont think its going to happen like that hah. idk i feel... i dont know how i really feel right now. its like, something that can make you overjoyed at one moment then sorrowful in the next. i really do love her though, that's all i know... but this is just me venting lol.

today i also remembered what it's like to be forgotten (my grandma has dimensia for those who don't know). i guess i gradually got used to it, but i just realized today how much it really hurts.

yeah anyhowwww, i gotta study up if im tryna keep my grades high! so peace!

The New Year...

bored at work lol

well everybody, its 2010 now! kind of hard to adjust hah. anyway i hope everybody enjoyed their xmas/new years/winter break holidays as much as i did. i didnt go anywhere, but chilling with friends and everything was great. i got a ps3 and a couple games for xmas. ill post pics another time. ps3 = definitely a great investment. i still gotta hook up internet and stuff though.

anyway... back on topic. did everyone make new year's resolutions? i decided to...
1. cut down on spending, save more.
2. hit the weights more often, start abusing my gym membership rights.
3. make more of an effort in school, stop procrastinating.
4. stop bothering that person, let her go.

a lot of people say that resolutions are meant to be broken, but i'll still try my hardest!
がんばりましょう～。

peace everybody. have a safe beginning 2010.